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Alchemystress
Chemistry/Chemical Engineering

is a graduate student working on her PhD in Chemistry(and quite possibly soon switching to chemical engineering). She works on instrumentation(building and application), biotech, microfab,nanotech, nanoparticles, drug delivery, cancer research, medical engineering(med instrumentation, better contrast agents, faux tissues etc)

My posts are presented as opinion and commentary and do not represent the views of LabSpaces Productions, LLC, my employer, or my educational institution.

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Comment by Alchemystress in Why Are People Touching Me?

@sci thats teh worst when you don't know its about to happen and then just touching ug you poor thing... your post made me think about all my past experiences so much and finding its common Read More
Jul 12, 2011, 1:51pm
Comment by SciencingSara in Why Are People Touching Me?

Like Scicurious, my tattoo is on my back so I can't see them coming.  It drives me nuts.  I have some vines on my upper back that peak out of the top of certain shirt collars and people will walk. . .Read More
Jul 12, 2011, 9:29am
Comment by JaniceF in Why Are People Touching Me?

Wow!  I can't believe that this happens to you.  People are so rude.  If that were me my gut reaction would be to call out, "Help! I'm being assaulted!" That would make them feel bad and it woul. . .Read More
Jul 11, 2011, 8:37pm
Comment by 27 and a PhD in Why Are People Touching Me?

Dude? Seriously? WTF? That's just so wrong, on so many levels. My tat is in a place where only I decide who can see it, and touch it, but even if it was at a visbible place, that gives no one, not . . .Read More
Jul 11, 2011, 7:35pm
Comment by Dr. Girlfriend in Why Are People Touching Me?

When my baby nephew did it was adorable. As soon as his eyes caught the tattoo he zoned in and immediately wanted to investigate it further. Children are curious and love bright colours. But surely. . .Read More
Jul 11, 2011, 6:42pm
Comment by wyxz in Why Are People Touching Me?

It looks to me as if those people thought that just because you've got a tattoo, especially in "kinky places", then you must be more accesible (whory, so to speak) than those girls who don't own t. . .Read More
Jul 11, 2011, 4:18pm
Comment by Scicurious in Why Are People Touching Me?

I totally identify.  I've had people come up to me and start tracing my tattoo.  Creepy beyond belief, especially since it's on my back and I can't see them coming.  I've had people pull my shir. . .Read More
Jul 11, 2011, 3:10pm
Comment by Alchemystress in Why Are People Touching Me?

@Brian yes exactly thats a great analogy.. apparently I am asking for it...   @Evie yeah its really common place grocery stores, bars... etc.. I have no idea why people seem to. . .Read More
Jul 11, 2011, 9:24am
Comment by Psycasm in Why Are People Touching Me?

I'm tattooed, but most people don't notice. I can't say anything you haven't, but that behaviour is shocking.... what the hell is the reasoning? . . .Read More
Jul 10, 2011, 9:22pm
Comment by JaySeeDub in Why Are People Touching Me?

Wow, I've touched, but only after asking. And never an area so intimate as the hip. That's just...incredibly personal and creepy. . . .Read More
Jul 10, 2011, 6:21pm
Tuesday, March 8, 2011

So the question posed today is “What would I be doing if I weren’t in science?” For me this is a loaded question. I had no intentions of ever being a scientist, though maybe I should have read the signs. When in second grade I told my teacher I wanted to be a paleontologist or an archeologist, and I wasn’t sure which one, because I didn’t know whether I wanted to focus more on people or on dinosaurs. I had dinosaur books, historical paleontology books, etc. Oh, and did I mention – in 3rd or 4th grade I tried to write my own anatomy and physiology book. Tried to illustrate it, too, and discovered I cannot draw to save my life. I wanted to be an artist so badly…

I wanted to sing and dance and act when I was a kid. I took dance classes and drawing classes, joined the drama club, and tried joining the school choir. Let’s just say the only things I could even do at all were dance and act (better for my ego that way, listening to me sing is better done by the deaf). And the dancing is frankly questionable; flexible I am not, not even a little.

I wasn’t a bad actor. Not a good one either, but damn did I have (and I suppose I still do) a clear and precise speaking voice. I went to a Catholic school (yeah, I know), and would always be chosen to read for Mass.  So I tried hanging out with the artsy kids. I was an extremely rational young girl - the joke in my family is that I was born an adult – and I never really fit in with those kids. I did however learn to play violin, and became a closet poetess. I still write (obviously), and still write poetry and essays, and, well, whatever my head thinks of. Those pieces are very private to me, because they expose me in a way that nothing else in this world could. They bare my very naked soul.

So without any real talent apart from a speaking voice and enjoyment of being on stage, I got really deeply into acting, and did drama club through middle school and all 4 years of high school. I loved the artsy crowd, and had a lot of fun with them even though I was sort of an outsider. They were great folks, and accepted my eccentricities anyways.

Time to apply for college came about. I was first accepted into university as a theatre student. Obviously that eventually changed through some realizations, mostly to do with finding jobs and making enough money for a living. Then in some weird, warped, sick and twisted path I made it here - and in chemistry of all places. The last thing I wanted to do, since, well, my father is a chemist. Oops. (That whole rebellion thing.)

The directions in science that interest me are many and long. My scientific schizophrenia, as I have mentioned before, does not ever let my mind be quiet. I wish I had done chem. and physics as an undergrad, maybe mathematics too, and continued on. String theory has captured my fascination as of late. I wish I was doing things like nuclear physics or, my other secret love, engineering. Oh, all the toys I could play with… Damn!

I always think that if my life hadn’t taken on this strange path, I might have ended up as some sort of full time performer, or an English professor. I loved English in high school, was very involved with literary magazines in college, and even wrote my own columns and pieces in the college newspaper. Dirty little secret I will let you in on - I published some poems back in the day, when I was in high school, though I did it anonymously. Putting that private of writing out there was difficult so I did not want to attach my name to it.  I thought that the idea of journalism, maybe to become a news anchor or a headline host type like Anderson Cooper, would be fun and suitable for me.

The other avenue I could easily see happening was getting deep into modeling. I have the height, the length and lack of figure, and the sick love of fashion. I do dabble in it presently and have some fun doing photo shoots and runways here and there but nothing major (it’s all for fun these days and my prime age for it has passed). Travel with modeling is great, and all the sights you see, plus being part of those amazing fashion pieces. The runways are really these large scale art shows. That could fulfill my creativity needs, and I could eventually get a business degree and build a fashion empire based on my success as a model. Of course, I would have to become a successful model first, and it’s a hard life. If you want to know your flaws, stand in front of a photographer and a designer. It’s a scary place to be, and you need some super thick skin to get through it.

In the opposite vein of modeling, I think being a chef could be fun. I never really dabbled in it seriously but those that know me know I LOVE to cook and try recipes and modify them. My poor friends and family, I experiment on them a lot. I try all sorts of different dishes and have been told I am not bad at it. I even have a small little food blog where I post the things I experiment with or new recipes I try out. Then again it could be the chemistry talking, nothing like being able to safely eat your experiment afterwards!

I almost went to med school, which is why I had started an MS in biochem before I came to the chem department. I was in the middle of applications, when I was courted by the chemistry department and given an offer I couldn’t refuse. I desperately wanted to be an oncological surgeon. Oh, surgery still fascinates me to this day. I like watching surgery shows, and looking through my little brother’s anatomy books. I loved the problem solving of medicine, and the blood, guts, and gore of course. I do sometimes wonder what I would be doing if I had done med school. I still think about it a lot.

The moral of the story, I guess, is that I kind of could have gone in many directions, and I had lots of choices, but all my paths - no matter how crazy or totally bizarre - led me here, to science.

The important thing to take away from each scenario, though, that doesn’t change even in my current state of affairs, is the end result I am hoping for: world domination. Hehe.

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Dr. Girlfriend
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 My chemistry teacher used to say chemistry was a lot like cooking. I am not sure about that, but I was never any good at cooking so maybe chemistry was not for me. Great post! I think the wonderful thing about art is that you can be an amateur and still get enjoyment out of it. I do ancient Egyptian-themed art – my media is marker pens. It is not very good art but I love doing it and learning about the history and culture. I think modeling would be really cool but I’m not sure I would like being scrutinized by the camera! You are very brave.


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Thank you very much Dr G! Cooking is fun and I w  sjust having a discussion with a friend and I mix my own hair dye up and mess with the recipies as well. So who knows what it all mean! Not cooking well doesn't necessariy mean no chemistry :) My dad has made some questionable dishes.

 

I like that you pointed out that you don't have to be an expert to enjoy things. Have fun. I like to run doesn't mean I will be in the olympics. I think its so very cool that you are into Egyptian art. I love that you actually go and draw with marker pens. If you feel up to it I think it would be very neat to see some of what you do. What is good art is always subjective, its about if you put yourself into it, that's all that matters.

 

Modeling is a scary world. I am not sure if I am brave or just I play ignorant. Its rough sometimes because a lot of the girls I work with are between 16-21 so they look great. I feel a bit out of place sometimes and you hear some things about the way you look that you can't un-hear but you you also get some great compliments and those are the ones you have to hold onto. (Easier said than done for sure) I have been told some pretty mean things, but also I have been told some really great things.

Thank you btw.


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Wow! Well, it's a miracle you settled down into one thing. Chemistry is in your blood, it seems.

You can still do other things in science besides chemistry. There are always porjects that cross or combine disciplines. Microfluidics comes to mind. You should keep your eyes peeled for postdocs like that where you can learn new fields and bring your knowledge to a lab that doesn't have chemists, that you might want to apply after you get your PhD.


Alchemystress
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Jade, thats a fantastic idea! I just couldn't help myself I guess when it came to chemistry :)

I am taking an electrical engineering course on microfab of biosystems and we ventured into microfluidics and I found it fascinating. Thats a very good suggestion, one I hadn't considered before just had fun with in class. Oopens up some new possibilities for sure. Thanks!


David Manly
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Great post!

I've wanted to do a lot of things in my life too, but never, never thought science journalist. Sure, I liked writing anf sceince was in my blood, but I never thought of combining the two. It is nice to kind of "fall" into something that you never really expected!

There are so many things I could have been if my life went a certain way, and maybe if the multi-verse theory is true, maybe I'm doing some of them :)

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